December 2010
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Old poem, "When I'm gone"
It feels really heavy the guilt you carry with,
that gun in your pocket
You keep imagining what it would be like
to put to your head and cock it.
Blood sprayed out,
dear on the floor
That suicide note you wrote,
hanging on the door.
You’re thinking about the world,
and who will cry
And what everyone is going to think,
about how you chose to die.
You think about your mom,
maybe even...
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2010
Very little, yet so much can be said about this past year
I made mistakes, but I don’t regret much, just to be clear
I fell in love, with the most amazing man
And loved more deeply than I thought I can
Mistakes were made, things were said
Sure enough, our love was dead
remnants hanging on some shredded dream
I guess we were a temporary team
between cutting and drinking, and...
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Its all bullshit, folks, and it's all bad for ya
My mom says I need to get out of the house.
craig-fuentes:
Ugh, there’s people out there.
Brandi cannot come :(
Jack Kerouac
confessionsofamodernhippie:
the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
~Jack Kerouac
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Every seed dies before it grows
when i'm on facebook ..
lifestylesoftheyoungandshameless:
omgsoph:
see a picture of your friends without you:
some bitch writes on your crushes wall:
see he’s dating this bitch:
annoying skank tries to start shit with you over inbox:
horny pedo adds you up:
ugly and uglier are listed as in a relationship:
LaYdeEe.BabyKiss//Bi3berCull3nJonAs* adds you:
scrolling through newsfeed like:
then go on tumblr...
purevulgarism replied to your post:
Lol I love you too :3
I think we’re gonna get along great :)
(not to sound like a creeper lol)
ambyx asked: My aim is trishaabishaa. I barely get on though. So you could if you wanted to, add me on facebook my links right there on my info bar. I am just suicidal. I have been for a while, all of these feelings are scary. But I did it last night. But failed because I was found. Dumb parents. I am not beautiful. I never will be, I am an ugly person with a terrible personality. That deserves to die. You...
ambyx asked: My aim is trishaabishaa. I barely get on though. So you could if you wanted to, add me on facebook my links right there on my info bar. I am just suicidal. I have been for a while, all of these feelings are scary. But I did it last night. But failed because I was found. Dumb parents. I am not beautiful. I never will be, I am an ugly person with a terrible personality. That deserves to die. You...
When you discover an awesome tumblr
Initial reaction:
Creep through 50 pages:
Reblog/Like everything:
Worry that they’ll think you’re a creeper:
Realize you don’t care:
ambyx asked: No I'm not okay. I committed suicide for the fourth time this morning. And I died, for two hours. But I was found and an ambulance came to my house and I was brought back to life. Then I got home 5 hours later. I'm now taking therapy every Tuesday and Thursday. And on anti depressants. Josh left me again and all I did was love him. He killed what was good in me. He ruined my life.
ambyx asked: No I'm not okay. I committed suicide for the fourth time this morning. And I died, for two hours. But I was found and an ambulance came to my house and I was brought back to life. Then I got home 5 hours later. I'm now taking therapy every Tuesday and Thursday. And on anti depressants. Josh left me again and all I did was love him. He killed what was good in me. He ruined my life.
“Get fruity! A mashed banana or peaches inserted in your vagina is a delightful...”
– Cosmopolitan Ultimate Sex Guide. (via ahhellobeautiful-)
Shove 6 different fruits up there and use his dick to make a smoothie.
(via youaintshitbitch)
NEXT MONTH: Best Ways To Treat A Yeast Infection
(via arbitrarily)
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New years resolution:
Honesty > politeness
Not worrying about pleasing everyone, and just being myself
And to just live, fuck the consequences, and what’ll happen after, just enjoy the moment
I should take a shower now, lol
RUB A DUB DUB GOIN’ IN THE TUB!
Happy new years tumblr :D
Im gettn drunk tonight so I doubt I’ll post anything, but if I do, please ignore me lol
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The second thing I realized, is that honesty is...
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The first thing I realized, is even though I was...
I had a sleepover with Kai and Sarah last night,...
So I'm gonna go play with makeup :)
I learned the song about the months in 8th grade...
30 days has septermber, april, june and november
all other days have 31
except february
Cross the line if you love Disney movies.
Someday I'm going to write a novel
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LOLOL
Katelyn: Rachel, look, a squirell!
Me: bitch, that ain't a squirell, it's a werewolf
Katelyn: -speechless-
Brandi: Rach, sweetie, I love you, but get some help
Me: -stares out window and pretends to be seeing werewolves
Katelyn: I wonder if hottopic sells teeshirts saying I love Werewolves
Me: I wonder if they sell shirts saying I am a werewolf, 'cause I swear to god if I saw someone in that I'd be instantly pregnant with their baby
Brandi: Wow
Katelyn: Its sad because it's true
Stare at the dot for 30 seconds and the orange...
babymoose:
:(
MOVIES TO WATCHOUT THIS 2011... (Heck, am so...
oddindividual:
RED RIDING HOOD (Amanda Seyfried)
SUCKER PUNCH (Emily Browning & Vanessa Hudgens)
SCREAM 4 (Courtney Cox)
PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: ON STRANGER TIDES (Johnny Depp & Penelope Cruz)
THE HANGOVER 2 (Bradley Cooper, Zach Galifianakis, Ed Helms and Justin Bartha)
CARS 2 (Owen Wilson)
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS part 2 (Daniel Radcliffe)
THE...
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Write me a storybook, and write me away from here,...
poetdreamer replied to your post:
Thank you<3 and you too :)
I’m still trying to make up my mind but I keep coming back to tumblr so I dunno haha :x
